I’m not sure why, but lately I’ve been feeling really lazy. I don’t feel like doing anything at all, even though I have tons of crap to do. I really enjoy some of the courses I have this term, but now I’m not enjoying things as much as I did when the term first started.
Plus, I also have to job search. I really don’t care about working at some job after I graduate. And the only reason I even want to work is so I can make some money, because you can’t by without money! If I plan to get married then I will need to buy a ring, and not to mention the cost of the wedding. It’s no wonder that I don’t feel very enthused when I go for job interviews. I remember the interviews I had last term. Whenever the interviewer asked, “Why do you want to work for us,” I have to BS something up when really all I wanted to say was, “I don’t really care about the job I just want the money.” Is that horrible? I’m not a very good liar, so I can never answer that question confidently. I’m pretty certain that the employer can tell that I don’t care about the job that much. So should I somehow try to become excited about jobs or become better at faking enthusiasm?
I had something I wanted to blog about earlier, but I can’t recall it at the moment. Maybe if I get some sleep I’ll remember it tomorrow…
