Hotashi

I think I need some more sleep. I’m so tired =_=. I guess reading for 8-9 hours straight for the past three days is getting to me.

A few days ago I read some of my entries that I had made in my first year of university. Wow, they’re so bad. I couldn’t help but think to myself who in their right mind would find any of those posts entertaining. But it is cool to look back and see how far I’ve come, maturity wise.

Lately I’ve been having dreams about a Korean singer named Brian Joo. He’s a hottie. But yeah…I don’t even think about him and yet I keep having dreams about him. This morning I woke up from a dream about me happening to walk next to him on a sidewalk outside a university we were both attending. And I mentioned that I enjoyed his album, and then that caused us to talk some more. It was just so random, but so coherent - as if it really could have happened. But after all these innocent, realistic dreams about him, I can’t help but happily sigh to myself when I think of Brian Joo. What the heck? Am I so stressed out from school that I need to have secret rendez vous in my dreams with a Korean singer I’ll never meet in my life? o_O

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I had a strange dream last night. It was like I was in a videogame. I was sliding down a tunnel but I had to constantly shoot my gun behind me because there was a massive amount of enemies behind me. And when I got to the end of the tunnel my gun turned into a spear. I was supposed to find the exit to the end of the level but some of the enemies didn’t get killed. There were about 4 of them and they were real people just sort of…minding their own business. They weren’t attacking me, just looking for the exit too. I knew that I was supposed to get to it before them, but I wasn’t sure where it was. The thought crossed my mind that if I killed them then I would definitely win, but I just couldn’t do it. My conscience kicked in and I knew it was not right. Eventually they beat me to the exit and as I saw them ascending up the escalator one of my professors from university came out of some hallway and started to tell me that I should have killed off the competition because now I will never succeed.

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I’m depressed. “Cheer up” just doesn’t cut it.

Update: After my last post I had a dream of Jang Woo Hyuk and it was amazing. Is it concerning that I can feel happier in my dreams than in real life?

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You know what sucks? Being traumatized! *cringe*

1. I had a lovely dream where everyone around me was being attacked my huge monsters. I even tried to save a little girl from one of the tunnel snake-like monster but it grabbed her right out of my hands and ate her in front of me. For some reason, I have an insane ability to run like hell in this dream, so of course I got away. We all know that the protaganist cannot die in the dream. Moving along…some people who got away from the first initial attack got into some sort of lego hovercraft to fly to some place (location unknown, but I’m assuming it was to the hell out of there).
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