Hotashi

Slowly Going Insane

I’m becoming increasingly irritable, frustrated and dissatisfied day by day. I hate being unemployed and stuck at home. I pretty much travel back and forth from home during the week to Jack’s place in Toronto on the weekends. My time revolves around wedding planning, watching television, browsing the net (mostly for wedding stuff), posting on the wedding blog, and pretty much just bumming around the house. I do run some errands, including driving people around, dropping them off, accompanying them while they complete some tasks, and picking up things for people. But really, this is a sucky life. It was okay for a couple of weeks to be at home and relax, but everyday I am going more and more crazy. I have an increasingly shorter fuse with my mom and the wedding planning just makes me want to elope. I’m simultaneously disengaged from my thoughts and feelings while at the same time overwhelmed by dissatisfaction. I need a job to keep my sanity!