Hotashi

I’ve been feeling really stressed out lately. I’m not sure if it is because this term has more work than my previous term or if it is because it is the beginning of the term and I’m feeling overwhelmed by getting back into school mode. Perhaps it is a little of both. Either way it is making me go crazy. My reading list for my courses is insane, and I have to do readings for the two courses I’m TAing for (which I have to lead tutorials for too T_T!!!), and I have to work on my research. WTF?! What made me think doing my Masters in a one-year program would be better than a two-year program? UGH! I was seriously thinking about dropping out. I honestly don’t know how much more of this I can handle. I don’t even know how I’m supposed to be applying for jobs now too. Is the world insane? Am I the only one that thinks this is too much for one person to handle? And to top things off, I have become addicted to ice cream to sooth my worries. This can’t be good…why did I think it was a good idea to keep a deep freezer in my room?

On the brighter side I have been eating healthier and have started to exercise. I keep forgetting to take my vitamins so I need to have a daily checklist. My life has gotten so busy to the point that I need to write down everything I need to do in a day so that I don’t forget anything. I have a feeling though that one day I will forget something really important and then soil myself out of the fear of thinking about the consequences. *sigh*

Oh, it’s my parent’s 25th anniversary today. Happy anniversary Mom and Dad! If I wans’t so busy I would have planned something for them…but lately the timing for things just doesn’t seem to work out. Man, I hope my life gets better soon. =/

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