Hotashi

I feel like I have so much to do all the time. At first it was really overwhelming but I’m starting to get into the groove of things. I made myself a schedule today (with colours too!), but I really doubt I will stick to it. When I look at it I just want to run away, because my entire day is so structured. I love structure, but it’s too much. So I’m going to use it as a guideline…hopefully I will be more organized because of it. The amount of readings I’m being assigned is not what I’m used to, so hopefully I won’t be scrabling to finish them the day before class. It doesn’t help that all of my classes are on Tuesdays…the day is just too long. By the time I get home I just want to sleep.

Speaking of sleep, I woke up early this morning to really horrible stomach pains. It was so hard just to get out of bed! After using the bathroom I walked into my room, closed the door and just collapsed. The room was pitched dark (except for the numbers on my digital alarm clock), but I could see darkness passing over my eyes. It was such a freaky experience. I don’t know when I woke up, but I crawled back into bed and slept past an info session I was planning to attend. *sigh*

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